pagbuya

08/30/08

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 Legesag-UnderByen

 

 

  

                                            thank you jae, for the photo and the care

 

 

everdearest bogus,

 

it was last year when i let you go

it was letting go of those whispers when i crumpled you

in pain.

it was setting free of those wishes only you and i

knew under the covers, in between the roof 

and the ceiling.

it was you who knew me so much when laughing

people went home and i slept versus knocks on the door.

it was me who wished to be you sometimes.

it was  us who wrote poetry against the walls

when candles flickered and the town spoke no

crickets. 

remembered that day when i lit my eyes

and placed you into a bag with the rest?

 

sending you away did not mean that i wanted to evade

childhood throwbacks or i escaped from these weaknesses

i still sit on. you made lives softer, you made us little kids

drinking the rain straight from the sky,

folding papers to fly across the clouds

and keeping stories at solitary dawns.

 

i miss you, sometimes,  bogus

 

still, your name is the most beautiful

 

 but

 

i have stopped crying so hard

since i let you leave. 

 

 

 

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but swear, a child will kiss you in due time.

how’s your hole?

 

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Previous Comments

omg. explain.

ako pa nagdala sa iya to gugma :)


ngaa daw mhibi ko ah…

Posted by rain at August 30, 2008, 1:50 pm

so this is bogus…he is so cute :)
i bet that bogus little boy was happy to have him.

Posted by vonay at September 2, 2008, 6:11 pm

@ rain: explained. wala dapat hibian :) *glomps*

@vonay: photos of you and him ha von :) he was.

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Posted by Mulberry Outlet at December 8, 2011, 2:30 pm

siya

 

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she likes seashore naps and the view of everything from the bus window. she likes tiny moments and the small spaces between faces when people talk.

 

sometimes, she wakes up to that odd feeling of being a fallen leaf, an old tree, an azotea or a waitress somewhere-- talking to a taxicab driver about that random song on the radio.

 

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 poetry as visual art

 powets do kick ass

 iPud (ako, too)

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and this. a proof that:

how you see LIFE is how

you actually see YOUR self.


 

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maddening spurt:

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 “The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”

 

-Jack Kerouac-