siya

 

*

Photobucket

 

she likes seashore naps and the view of everything from the bus window. she likes tiny moments and the small spaces between faces when people talk.

 

sometimes, she wakes up to that odd feeling of being a fallen leaf, an old tree, an azotea or a waitress somewhere-- talking to a taxicab driver about that random song on the radio.

 

*


 ---

 poetry as visual art

 powets do kick ass

 iPud (ako, too)

---

 

 

 

 

 

Photobucket

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

and this. a proof that:

how you see LIFE is how

you actually see YOUR self.


 

*

Photobucket

*



 

 

***

 

maddening spurt:

----------------------

 

 “The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!”

 

-Jack Kerouac-

 

kataro

01/13/09

*

 

she has been ignoring messages ,

calls ,

and knocks on the door

but some yester years are like

taste of blood

when you wake up at 5am

and you brush your teeth

 

 

\

 kakai: nang, why does the moon follow me

wherever i go?

nang t: i used to ask nanay about that too

kakai: is the answer science-related?

nang t: *smiles*

kakai: haha, i bet you’d tell me “no, it’s art”

(yes it can be just like sleep, letting go and healing)

 

+

things i’d tell/ask/goof my daughter about:

 

@1: “naaaa-naaaay”

@3: “dance and you’ll wear your shoes”

@6: “don’t tease her baboy”

@9: “clap your hands for them”

@12: “he is crushing on you because you are beautiful.”

@18: “if you can’t be good, be careful”

@19: “don’t hold the bottle above your cleavage in a bar.”

@20: “how was your favorite kiss with a non-boyfriend?”

@21: “live your life. let’s drink sometime. wear laces, who knows.”

@22: “nah, she hates you because you flaunt her flaws with much grace and style.”

@22: “if you get your self pregnant, that makes me the coolest lola.”

@23: “why haven’t you tried masturbating?”

@23: “don’t lock the knob, the world needs you more than you can imagine.”

@24: “i wrote about you when i was 24 and it was vaginal. haha.”

 

-

if i could get that girl publish her poetry

the world would change

-kurt cobain on courtney love-

 

^

“I have seen her grow as a writer and begin to realize it is what she is made to do. She is an Alice Walker gun and you really really want to shoot someone with it.”

 

(Heather Bell)

 

 #

 taste of phlegm

smell of phlegm

 

we all pass this life sweeping the cave 

with cobwebs in-between

our fingers

 

spit or swallow?

 

 

~

 

include a bio please

 re: i am so sorry i don’t know how to describe my self

 but i hope this would be fine

 

 

_

 

the windchimes

have not been singing

this place has been so cold

 

and the karpinteros

started to rock the ceiling

with their own brand of violin.

 

 

.

Posted by modernpatadyong at 13:34:00 | permalink

Previous Comments

was that you? it says it’s no longer available..T_T…do you have a you tube channel, tinay?

Posted by ron at January 13, 2009, 5:22 pm

that’s one hot momma in-the-making! and yes, i do not sweep the cave with cob webs using my fingers. i eat the cobwebs with my tongue. lol!

Posted by lio loco at January 14, 2009, 8:19 am

your would be daughter is so lucky tin, =)

Posted by akosikai at January 14, 2009, 6:47 pm

@ron: she’s hazel from deviantart. ako lang sumulat nung lyrics. :) yung tatay nya ay magaling din na musikero.

Posted by modernpatadyong at January 15, 2009, 9:59 am

@lio: haha and i’d be my sons bitch :D seriously, im happy thinking about me and my future kids hanging out together, doing mad stuffs. majestic tongue then. haha.

Posted by modernpatadyong at January 15, 2009, 10:00 am

@kai: she’d be as hip as you. for sure. :)

Posted by modernpatadyong at January 15, 2009, 10:01 am